Shaving.
Just imagine! I shave like after every two or three days. I feel bad about that. Its a constant reminder that I still have some shreds of testosterone in my body and that I need electrolysis. Electrolysis is the best way to get rid of them permanently. Sigh. Its not a nice thing. I shaved today. And it always makes me feel bad. But anyway, the time will come when I wont shave no more! I just need to plan it through. It simply doesn't feel right.
Tucking.
This is actually something I do almost all the time. I know my transgender, transsexual, transvestite, cross-dressers and drag queens know what I'm talking about. Making sure “that birth-defect” down there is properly tucked away into your pantie never ever to be seen or felt or even thought about. I just called it a birth-defect. I don't like it. I also don't hate it. But I don't like it. It makes me feel bad. Always. Huh!
Make-up.
I wear make-up mostly to conceal my heavily blemished and dark-shadowed face. I don't like it. Fine, it makes me look very nice and pretty but I just wish sometimes I could do without it. Granted this is not a regret of just me, many girls (not just trans) have the same predicament. They feel that they're naked without the make-up on. I feel the same. I don't like how my skin looks like without it. And I don't like the fact that I HAVE TO wear it every single day. Sigh.
Yeap. Thats my daily frustrations. But you know what? Things are good. I cant complain. Heck, I should be rejoicing! Honestly! I am so glad things are good. Most of all, I AM THANKFUL!
XOXO
9 comments:
Everyone has things they do in the morning the don't like. I hate showering and brushing my hair!:) It's such a bore! Of course they're nothing compared to you but still I hate brushing my hair!
Being thankful is the best thing. :)
I hope you can get electrolysis soon. I hated shaving my face. Hard to feel feminine when you're doing that! And eventually tucking starting to annoy me too, although I never failed to do it. I hope your liberation comes soon!
Thank you much cdohnio and veronica
Am hoping for the best definitely.
wow, Linds...that's a lot to do just to get through the day. I'm hoping things work out for you!!
I hate shaving- I do it daily even when just lounging..coz I hate the feel of roughness on my face.
Thank god I don't have to tuck...interesting that its the part of my anatomy that more it shows, more Iam wanted. Lol
Hy annabelle! Thanks
GNM, yea. really sux! i have seen that bulging thing wth alot of gay men! hmm...
Hey There,
I just stumbled onto your blog and was hooked. I wanted to see if there was something I could help you with, and I think I can. I used to have really bad acne and uneven skin tone too, so a friend recommended I try Mary Kay skin care. I was hesitant, but I tried it (couldn't hurt I said), and it worked. Some days I do go with out makeup, and I love it. Let me know if you want to know what exactly I used ok. Best of luck and hang in there.
Hey Leah,
Thanks for the suggestion. Will look into it.
Waxing is much better. Ur hairs tumble wont grow u at least 2 weeks
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